Sunday, 3 March 2019

Carry ON!

Here comes March.

1. Hidup tak selalu jadi seperti apa yang kita inginkan. Kita cuma hamba. Kalau semua yang kita nak kita dapat, kita takkan belajar apa-apa.

2. Berikan masa pada sabar dan doa untuk menunjukkan jalan takdir. Jangan cepat bosan dan cepat mengalah dalam berharap kepada Tuhan.

3. We can always make a du'a, to ask for a better fate. There will come a time when you will have a good day, laugh again, feel hope again.

4. If someone doesn't love you anymore, carry on, carry on with your life. Life goes on, the past doesn't matter. Carry on, carry on.

5. People will leave you someday, somehow. But as long as you're still alive, there's no reason to stop living because of that.

6. You still have minutes, hours, days or maybe years left to live. Why stop for anybody? People leave. But life goes on.

7. Tentang pertanyaan-pertanyaanmu bahawa kenapa Tuhan membiarkan dua jiwa bertemu lalu kemudian terpisah dan hancur, tak perlu kau tanyakan. Jangan kau tanyakan kenapa Tuhan mengisi hatimu dengan cinta lalu hati itu sakit. Dia pemilik segala yang ada. Dia berhak berbuat apa saja. Kita hamba-Nya. Terimalah perpisahan sebagai sebahagian dari hikmah-Nya dalam perjalanan hidup, untuk menguatkan dan mendewasakan.

8. Stop chasing the past and start moving towards future.

9. Kita tak tahu apa akan jadi di masa hadapan. Kita jalani hidup dengan tanpa tahu apa yang telah tertulis. Yang kita perlu buat adalah usaha, doa.

10. Things happen for a reason. And we are here now, so lets do the best we can. Enough with the past, nothing we can do about it.

11. Start looking to the future instead of being dominated by the past.

12. Tuhan takkan saja-saja letak kita di suatu tempat dan hadapkan kita dengan satu-satu suasana tanpa sebab yang baik.

13. Don't forget your dreams and wishes. Place it in a du'a and start to walk forward. The future you trust will start here and now.

14. Even tomorrow you'll walk into another loveless day, don't stop and don't look back. You'll miss the memories, but you have to move forward.

15. Erase yesterday's events and continue living.

16. Your du'a will protect you, so don't give up. Please don't cry and please smile.

17. This sadness and frustration have an unseen reason and meaning. Don't blame people, don't hate the situation. Find the answer in yourself.

18. No matter how hurt your heart might be, don't stop looking for a better side of your life. Leave behind old memories, say goodbye to yesterday.

19. Don't let go of that melody of the du'a that echoing in your heart. It will lead you to your purpose. It will lead you to where you belong.

20. We shed tears because our hearts are things that beyond our ability to control. But we can always make a du'a to mend it.

21. Constant du'a will erase the remaining sadness in your heart.

22. It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen. We make some effort, we wait with patience, and we pray for the best.

23. When you make a move, God move with you but if you choose to stuck on the past, not even God can help you. Try to be brave, and change.

24. If you could turn away from wrong habits, learn from the past, and move forward - inshaAllah you can fix what is broken.

25. Stubborn heart will remain unchanged. Accept your fate and move on. Be better, be wiser than yesterday.

26. Life is too short to blame others.

27. Berhenti mengenang kerana mengenang kadang-kala akan membuatkan kita terluka. Penawar ada di masa depan bukan pada memori.

28. Hold on to your du'a even if the hope is gone.

29. We carry the weight of the world on our shoulders. but remember, Allah will never burden us with more than we can bear. Have faith.

- sederhanaindah

p/s : So...March already? Stay good, people.

Wednesday, 2 January 2019

My 2019

I don't really think that pertukaran angka ni adalah satu titik permulaan.  ehek.

Okay,  maybe ongoing plan.  *because I tak excited 😂

Alright, takpe. Abaikan. 

It's just a number. and i dah 27. Fuhh.. Alhamdulillah!  Tak percaya, three more years dah 30. walaaaaweh.

InsyaAllah,  for this upcoming 365, more opportunities to grab. Kalau di sia2kan oleh diri sendiri. That's all on me. Allah bagi yang baik2 dah, tinggal kita nak usaha je. aite?

For my past, I had enough. This is the time for me to go beyond. Goodbye past 🌿

Monday, 31 December 2018

Mother

Dear mom,

No matter how many times we argue, how many times I don't understand you, and how many times I get scolded by you, I still think that you are the best and will always be the greatest mom in the whole wide world. I love you.

Love always,
Your stubborn daughter

Monday, 11 September 2017

mz

synonym to love.
synonym to future.
and synonym to hope.

i do love us yesterday, today, tommorow and forever.

I wish i could tell you this in person. but i can't.

because your perfect synonym is 'not now'

Wednesday, 23 August 2017

They are gone

Hurted.
but crying out loud doesn't make me feel good anyway.

Take off.
Listen to the sound of birds and not even one being cold.
They were just flying as they want.
I should take off like them.
Flying anywhere, everywhere, meet new birds. 

New species. New environment.
Crawling. Barking like a dog
So, I won't regret for not doing it before.
I send my tears away.
I saw dark clouds are coming.
I spent all night long just to wait for nothing
I cried.
few seconds.
Because I don't have any guts to pull myself into the case.
I loss the rythm to falling back to the place.
I'd change. I'd maturer. I guess.
I said nothing.
I left unsaid.
I can't build it up again.
Up? Never again.

Tuesday, 22 August 2017

Keep holding on

Sayang, if i go and leave you to the world
Would you be alright?
Would you be like this forever?
Doing your daily life, lives happily,
Worry nothing.
Would you?

Sayang, if I change from worst to the better
Would you promise to be there when I need you?
Would you just try not to say 'you' and start to liking 'us'?

Sayang, would you like to call me 'sayang' instead of 'you' for this one last time?

Would you like to know how am i feeling about us now?
Would you like to tell me that you miss me so much?
Would you handle my love to you with care and some attention?

Can you tell me that you love me?

Tuesday, 1 August 2017

I tell you what

I really like 'us'.
I really want 'us'.

Tapi kalau hanya kata 'aku',
Jangan terus dibiar.
Bayang,
Kau datang bawa cinta,
Tapi aku tiada,
Tangga mana harus kau naik mencari pintu cinta 'kita'.

Bayang, aku cuba datang bawa kasih dan sayang.
Aku cuba ungkap hanya tentang 'kita'.
Aku juga cuba berkata benar,
dan hanya yang benar.

Tapi cuba bayang,
Aku tiada,
Mampu lagi tak kau berkata cinta tentang 'kita'.

Aku pasti aku cinta kau.
Aku pasti aku sayang kita.
Tapi tiada kudrat yang kuat untuk dibicara sama kau.
Runsing, aku sendiri yang punya cinta.
Bukan kau.

Moga Tuhan buang ragu kau tentang 'kita'
Moga Tuhan bawa hati kau hanya untuk 'kita'

dan..

Moga Tuhan beri aku masa buat 'kita'

mz

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