They are gone

Hurted.
but crying out loud doesn't make me feel good anyway.

Take off.
Listen to the sound of birds and not even one being cold.
They were just flying as they want.

I should take off like them.
Flying anywhere, everywhere, meet new birds. 

New species. New environment.

Crawling. Barking like a dog
So, I won't regret for not doing it before.

I send my tears away.
I saw dark clouds are coming.
I spent all night long just to wait for nothing

I cried.
few seconds.

Because I don't have any guts to pull myself into the case.

I loss the rythm to falling back to the place.
I'd change. I'd maturer. I guess.
I said nothing.
I left unsaid.

I can't build it up again.
Up? Never again.

Keep holding on

Sayang, if i go and leave you to the world
Would you be alright?
Would you be like this forever?
Doing your daily life, lives happily,
Worry nothing.
Would you?

Sayang, if I change from worst to the better
Would you promise to be there when I need you?
Would you just try not to say 'you' and start to liking 'us'?

Sayang, would you like to call me 'sayang' instead of 'you' for this one last time?

Would you like to know how am i feeling about us now?
Would you like to tell me that you miss me so much?
Would you handle my love to you with care and some attention?

Can you tell me that you love me?

I tell you what

I really like 'us'.
I really want 'us'.

Tapi kalau hanya kata 'aku',
Jangan terus dibiar.
Bayang,
Kau datang bawa cinta,
Tapi aku tiada,
Tangga mana harus kau naik mencari pintu cinta 'kita'.

Bayang, aku cuba datang bawa kasih dan sayang.
Aku cuba ungkap hanya tentang 'kita'.
Aku juga cuba berkata benar,
dan hanya yang benar.

Tapi cuba bayang,
Aku tiada,
Mampu lagi tak kau berkata cinta tentang 'kita'.

Aku pasti aku cinta kau.
Aku pasti aku sayang kita.
Tapi tiada kudrat yang kuat untuk dibicara sama kau.
Runsing, aku sendiri yang punya cinta.
Bukan kau.

Moga Tuhan buang ragu kau tentang 'kita'
Moga Tuhan bawa hati kau hanya untuk 'kita'

dan..

Moga Tuhan beri aku masa buat 'kita'

mz