Eh kau

You know.. I survived for these few days. I didn't cry sampailah semalam.

I eat good food, I drink good water. I eat my medicine. I laugh moderates. but things that I can't do is think less

So, I talk to myself.

"Eh kau, cuba move on. Cuba jangan complicated kan life yang beautiful ni. Lagipun, esok lusa je kita nak mati. "

Lepas lipat apa segala benda yang ada depan mata, I try to sleep. but as usual, I cant.

so, today dengan panda eyes I do my usual thingy. Research.

This is not another goodbye. But I just can't wait and giving up.

#singinggemuruhbyfaizaltahir