xoxo no more

it's bilingual to understand

Kalau esok tiada lagi hayat untuk aku,

Jangan penat jadikan aku sebagai doa harianmu duhai bondaku. 

Bonda, jangan lupa kenangan kita, jangan biar jalan itu pupus dan lupus. 

Bonda, hargailah perpisahan itu, kerana kita mungkin akan bertemu di Syurga lagi.

Mungkin bonda...jangan berhenti mendoakan jasad yang telah hilang dari matamu ini bonda, 

Lakaran-lakaranku, biarkan tersimpan di setiap sudut almarimu. 

Biarkan nostalgiknya suara aku, kau simpan dalam ruang memory ingatanmu duhai bonda, 

Bonda, moga doamu sentiasa mengiringi jalanku. Terima kasih ayahanda untuk kesetiaan cinta kepada anakmu. Terima kasih adinda dan kekanda-kekandaku. 

Reminder dari aku kepada kau.

Kalau jadi manusia, jangan pasang angan untuk ke syurga, kalau yang kita tahu adalah cuma dengan "berkata-kata"

Kalau jadi manusia, jangan sibuk menjaja cerita manusia lain, kau juga manusia, kerana kita semua cuba cari redha Dia. bukan kau sahaja, kita. ingat kita.

Kalau jadi manusia, jangan mudah sangat melatah tentang sikap dan perangai, kerana kita ini manusia, alpa. memang yang mudah menjadi susah, yang susah, lagi di tambah sukar dengan menempah neraka.

Kata-kata, itulah yang mudah menempah tempat kita di neraka. azabnya, nauzubillahimindzalik.

Allah berfirman: “Bukankah Kami telah memberikan kepadanya dua biji mata, lidah dan dua bibir. Dan Kami menunjukkan kepadanya dua jalan (jalan kebajikan dan jalan kejahatan).” - Surah al-Balad: 8-10

Manusia, jangan suka akan kata-kata. Bukan juga di suruh benci akan kata-kata. Tapi, jaga-jaga. jangan sampai neraka kita tempah dengan segera.

#wallahhua'lambissawab
#reminder
#selamatberrejab

Adele

 

Keep on singing this two masterpiece. still the melody won't fit my heart, but you know the lyrics so into me. ehek. bai

MERCY

Torn into two

Cukup dari jauh. Jalan apa pun yang dipilih, moga redha Allah iring jalan kita semua.

Doakan ibubapa kita, doakan guru2 kita, adik beradik kita, sahabat2 kita dan seluruh mukmin. InsyaAllah jalan kita mudah. Yes, ain't that easy but surely every hardship may return you good thing. Someday. Nyom kit. 

Love, 

Dee

22nd march 2017

Lebur.

Allah lebih tahu jantung kita berdegup sampai bila.

Maka biar terhenti tepat pada waktunya.

Even when the musics gone

You don't have to force him to stay. 

Maybe he is having a rough time emotionally, but if he was brave enough to stay with you before, then he will be there. 

Give him some time. 

Everything will be fine.
-Giffy


Yes, true love never ends.
No matter what happens in our life, it still lives inside.
People say they moved on, but no matter what there is always an immortal pain deep inside.

It can be felt no matter how much they try to convince and believe that they have moved on. To deny this is just that they are denying to believe that they once had a true love.
-Mot 

Move on

kalau sayang, lepaskan.
biar terbang.

kalau cinta, senyumlah,
biar duka hilang.

kalau benar bukan dia,
senyumlah,
datang dia dengan baik,
pulangkan juga hati dan harimu dengan baik.

sayang, lepaskan.
biar kau juga terbang.

Tuhan utus untuk bawa pergi

Angin kencang.

Bawa rindu pergi.
Terima kasih Tuhan atas waktu buat kami.

Coko late. Ai don wan tu spel it rite

Chocolates aren't beautiful as flowers. But they are sweet as sweets.

Bila April tiba

April benar membuah kenangan.
April benar menceriakan aku dan kita.
Tapi sayang, April kita sudah lama tamat.

Madah indah kau, kau khabarkan bahawa bukan waktunya, tapi yang berjalan di samping kau tetap bukan aku.

Moga Tuhan bawa April pergi. Moga April kita di Syurga. Itulah sebaiknya cinta.

An open letter to the girl who's still trying

Hey girl, you love him truly. Don't you? Isn't he your first thought in the morning and last in the night? You always check your phone to see if there is any call or text from him. You always want to spend time with him because that makes you happy. He is your first priority. Isn't he? But girl does he consider you this much special?  Are you his first priority?  No.

You are losing your sleep for him but he is sleeping well with a different other girl on his mind. You are waiting for his texts but he is probably texting that 'other girl'. Because you are not the one he wants. Maybe you are one of his wants. But do you deserve this? No.

You try to move on but again he comes and gives reply to your text which you sent him three days ago. He again talks to you and makes you feel special. He tells that he misses you and that makes you feel like to do everything for this guy. He says he doesn't like that you talk to other guys. That makes you feel like to  leave everything and do everything just to keep him pleased.

He can control your emotions and only he can. How nice! But then he is  gone again. No actually he is there but not for you. He is posting on social media  and hanging around with his friends. And there you are, waiting for him to come. Don't worry he will text you again when he feels like.

But girl you don't deserve this. You deserve someone who makes you feel like you are the one. And  loves the imperfect you perfectly. So forget about him. Because if you are not the girl he is giving his all to, then he should not be the boy whom you are still dedicated to.

-A girl who finally gave up.

Cinta kayangan

Bicara Tuhan itu lebih indah dari cinta yang kita kejar sekarang. Yang tinggal hanya sekeping hati belum tentu hitam atau putih jalannya. Biar yang ditunggu ke Syurga. Jangan cuma jatuh bawah tangga.