mz

synonym to love.
synonym to future.
and synonym to hope.

i do love us yesterday, today, tommorow and forever.

I wish i could tell you this in person. but i can't.

because your perfect synonym is 'not now'

They are gone

Hurted.
but crying out loud doesn't make me feel good anyway.

Take off.
Listen to the sound of birds and not even one being cold.
They were just flying as they want.

I should take off like them.
Flying anywhere, everywhere, meet new birds. 

New species. New environment.

Crawling. Barking like a dog
So, I won't regret for not doing it before.

I send my tears away.
I saw dark clouds are coming.
I spent all night long just to wait for nothing

I cried.
few seconds.

Because I don't have any guts to pull myself into the case.

I loss the rythm to falling back to the place.
I'd change. I'd maturer. I guess.
I said nothing.
I left unsaid.

I can't build it up again.
Up? Never again.

Keep holding on

Sayang, if i go and leave you to the world
Would you be alright?
Would you be like this forever?
Doing your daily life, lives happily,
Worry nothing.
Would you?

Sayang, if I change from worst to the better
Would you promise to be there when I need you?
Would you just try not to say 'you' and start to liking 'us'?

Sayang, would you like to call me 'sayang' instead of 'you' for this one last time?

Would you like to know how am i feeling about us now?
Would you like to tell me that you miss me so much?
Would you handle my love to you with care and some attention?

Can you tell me that you love me?

I tell you what

I really like 'us'.
I really want 'us'.

Tapi kalau hanya kata 'aku',
Jangan terus dibiar.
Bayang,
Kau datang bawa cinta,
Tapi aku tiada,
Tangga mana harus kau naik mencari pintu cinta 'kita'.

Bayang, aku cuba datang bawa kasih dan sayang.
Aku cuba ungkap hanya tentang 'kita'.
Aku juga cuba berkata benar,
dan hanya yang benar.

Tapi cuba bayang,
Aku tiada,
Mampu lagi tak kau berkata cinta tentang 'kita'.

Aku pasti aku cinta kau.
Aku pasti aku sayang kita.
Tapi tiada kudrat yang kuat untuk dibicara sama kau.
Runsing, aku sendiri yang punya cinta.
Bukan kau.

Moga Tuhan buang ragu kau tentang 'kita'
Moga Tuhan bawa hati kau hanya untuk 'kita'

dan..

Moga Tuhan beri aku masa buat 'kita'

mz

Time in a bottle

Biar ditepi aku simpan kau rapi di hati. Dalam-dalam aku kunci. Biar Tuhan jaga kau, kerna belum bersatu hati. Nanti aku kembali.

Mungkin tak disini,
Mungkin Nanti.

Lari

Realitinya..
Aku berjalan diatas bayang-bayang aku sendiri.
Aku lakar senyumku diatas takhta orang lain..
Aku pijak remuk tanah aku sendiri..
Aku bina kelembutan diatas cinta yang lain..
Aku bina pelangi dalam hati yang kehitaman.

Aku si dungu yang lari.

Is it?

Is it you?

Someone who can open up the drinking bottle for me.
Hold my hand when I'm wearing my heels.
Someone who can tell me the good and bad.
Someone who can guide me when i'm lost.
Hug me for no reason.
Make me laugh when I need it.
Know me sulking about a small matter.
Annnndddd love to eat just like me 😆

All in all..
Someone who can accept mak abah and siblings.